I ended up meeting and dating a guy. He moved in with me and we were together for a year. I look back at it now and I'm ashamed I let things get to where they got. He is a severly disturbed person and there was no way I coild have fixed him. What started as a world wind romance ended in him physically abusing me and being escorted away by the cops to the nut house.
I'm in sort of a cleansing phase now. Remebering who I am as an individual and how happy I am to be me.
I still am aspiring to finish school but circumstances have led me to something I never thought I would love. I have been working with special needs kids and adults with severe developmental and behavioral issues. I always thought I had no patience but turns out I has a large quantity stashed somewhere. The kids are trying and violent and often just plain gross, but I love them and they have become my children in a way.
Hope this post finds you all well. Who knows? Maybe I will start popping up more again in the blogging world again.
Until next time... kisses!